Kojubatania

Friday, July 29, 2005

In the same vein

I never thought I'd blog, mostly because I'm a fairly private person when you get down to it. I suspect there will be a whole mess of things I won't post here because I won't know who stumbles across it. Likewise, I never thought I'd get a portable media player beyond a decent CD player for mowing the lawn. Never saw a need for it, and even the cheapest one would have been pretty pricey considering I'd rarely use it.

Well, I guess it doesn't get much cheaper than free.

The new company decided to kick off the start of the contract and to ease the transition, they would supply a pretty nice breakfast spread on Monday (it was rather tasty with fruit, hot beverages, juice and other various continental items - I expected a few boxes of donuts) and cookies in the afternoon. Free food is always appreciated. They also mentioned something about giving away three iPods, which my Swiss-cheese brain promptly forgot by the time Monday rolled around.

At lunch the previous week, my friends and I joked that there would be three categories of winners: People who already have one and will just eBay it, people who are completely useless and don't deserve it, and against all odds, someone who wouldn't have one and would appreciate it. The general consensus would be that the first two categories would be sufficiently represented in the results.

Wavy lines, wavy lines, it's now Monday morning. Into my inbox, what should appear? "Congratulations, {my name here}!"

Now, those who know me really well know how my mind generally works. I'm very optimistic about people and society in general. Unless you give me a reason not to, I will always hope for the best for you. I'm generally optimistic when it comes to the things I know I'm good at, so if someone disparages something I know I did well, I have no problem jumping in and defending my work. However, I'm generally pessimistic when it comes to me, personally. I don't have a very positive self image, and it's easy for me to spin into depression when things aren't going well.

Apparently, I'm also kind of long-winded.

So anyway, my first thought on seeing the email was a sense of dread. I have job applications out with the previous employer which have been generally unsuccessful (though a good friend probably holds the record with something like 20 rejections in the past month or so), but the source of the email was in the new company. Hesitant to open it, I did anyway.

Unless you're the core of Jupiter, you've gathered that the email was telling me I won an iPod. Specifically, a silver 6 gig iPod mini with an extra firewire adapter and an AC charger. Pretty spiffy. Made my day, even.

Monday night, I had too much going on, though, and by the time I had a chance to do anything, it was 2300 and I was beat. So I popped in Lego Star Wars, did the Kamino level and went to bed. Tuesday, I installed the software, charged the battery, and burned some Celtic music from my CD collection. Wednesday I listened to all that while at work, then started poking around iTunes that night. Downloaded the freebie song, which wasn't so hot. Couldn't see much point in buying individual songs - that's not how I roll, G - I like the whole CD in physical form. But something caught my eye - the Podcast section. Oh yeah, I've listened to those here and there, but never really bothered unless someone pointed on out to me.

A short time after that, I had over 24 hours of podcasts loaded up, and they make great work entertainment while I'm coding like a fool. I downloaded some more last night. I'm mostly testing the waters, but a few of them are pretty good. I might try and swing by an accessories store and see what sort of nonsense I can buy for this thing. I'm pondering an FM transmitter because I can't find my old one (purchased from SkyMall about a dozen years ago), and my new car doesn't have an input for the radio, and some kind of space-age protector thingy to prevent scratches and such.

Look at me breakin' all the rules.

I'm so street.




Link of the moment: The Lego game is great - Voltroning three childhood passions is probably more than I deserve to experience. But maybe you dig something other than Star Wars or video games. Instead, combine Lego with some of your other interests using the Mini-Mizer.

Thursday, July 28, 2005

Transition!

Sing it like a fiddler on a roof for maximum effect.


So anyway. I got outsourced over the weekend. Next week would have marked ten years with Disney, about nine years more than I expected to be there, and five more than I envisioned as sheer craziness. And yet, I find myself pretty saddened by the whole thing. Before I go further, I've got some good feelings on the new company, so while there is some natural hesitance, I'm looking forward to seeing what comes out of this. Intellectually, this is probably a good move for me - working for an IT company is better for my career over an entertainment company. But emotionally, I invested a third of my life into working for the Mouse. I would have never have met Patti if someone else had hired me back in '95. And by natural extension, I wouldn't have the two awesome kids I feed, clothe and maintain.

Sometimes working for Disney was pretty lousy. At one point I got reassigned and had to take a third shift job to accommodate the one car we had to work with, since we no longer worked in the same building. I've had to work crazy hours to handle peak periods.

But in general, I saw my Disney career as generally positive. I started in reservations, and the number of people just so happy to be going to Disney couldn't help but rub off on you. I've learned quite a bit on the technology side - enough that I can get jobs on experience alone without having my degree. I've met a lot of really good people. I've won awards and earned benefits. I've been welcomed in places I've never been just because of the nametag I was wearing.

So yeah, last week was probably my worst bout of depression in years (and let me tell you, I was pretty bad back in the day). I was angry about having to turn in my ID last Friday. I was peeved that I can no longer get my friends and family into the park once this calendar year is up. And so much for buying discount Tink paraphernalia for Patti from the various Disney sources.

But I'm still doing the same job I did last week, just for a different company. I'm getting over it.

Well, and the iPod I won on Monday probably helped.


Link of the moment: Since I'm still feeling a little railroaded, enjoy a little train game.

Post the first

*tap tap tap*

So, like, hey.